SHE.HER.

It was a very tiring morning for me this day. I woke up with aches all over my body and i really hoped i could just continue sleeping.. Then because my stomach wasn't feeling very well, so i took a taxi when i reached Clementi.

The moment i stepped in, Wendy said, "你闯了大祸!!" (You made a big mistake!) and i was like what happened? So the problem goes like this: On Monday, her tooth dropped off and she said she need to take half day on Tuesday in order to get this problem fixed asap, best before CNY. i totally understand that feeling, you know, to appear in your best form in front of all your relatives so i was quite nonchalant about it and had asked her to go for it. What do i get in return?!

We were supposed to print pastry's orders TWO days in advance (that is to say on 13th, i'm supposed to print 15th's orders) to Albert. And she said last night at 11pm plus Albert called her to say that i printed the orders with the WRONG date! Okay, i admit i do feel bad and anxious, because we couldn't afford to miss out orders. However what she said later make me feel yet again nonchalant about the whole thing. She said i owe Albert one meal, which well, i don't think (people in this office are always owing others meals, it's the norm) that's gonna happen. And that day, Albert staff did confirm with me that they received 15th Jan's orders! So you mean they only checked their work HALFway? You mean they don't do their work thoroughly??! And they only realise it at the very last minute? So now it's all MY fault yeah!? Urrrgghh!!!! THANKS MAN! The final thing she said was "你要也不是这样害我吧!?" (You don't have to frame me in this way!?) WTF?!!! 我害她了吗!? DID I!!????? Okay, guess this is the final straw! I'm gonna concentrate on getting a NEW JOB because this simply (not the job, you should know) just sucked so much!!

She can be a friend, you know, where you talk about things in life but she cannot be a good colleague, at least in my opinion. It's not the first time I'm blogging about it already and i think it's enough. And yeah, Wendy, if you are reading this, the whole dept will belong to you solely, SOON! To think who taught you how to blog and to use facebook. hahah!!! Job-hunting it is now..

I heard that people dream when they are too tired or they think too much in the day. Is that true? I have my doubts.

i have my fair share of weird/happy/horrible/scary/fascinating/exciting/short/blurry dreams. in fact, i forgot most of them once i woke up. but on saturday night, i had this weird/sad dream:
i dreamt that my brother passed away in Genting Highlands and i woke up in tears, terrified. i quickly went to my brother's room and saw no one. so i asked my mum where he went, and she said that she just received a call saying my brother is gone - and i broke down.
And my pillow was soaked in warmed tears when i finally, really and truly, opened my eyes. It never occurred to me about all those what ifs. i believe everyone has them, but you tend to hide them deep down because all of us are cowards, we do not have that courage to think about what will happen if we lose our loved ones. i felt so scared back then, i woke alan (haha!) and told him about it, and he was just saying "uh-huh, don't scared..dream only, dream only...." and his voice trailed off, leaving me in silence again. WTH! hahah... i was left worrying, but then again, i fell back in lalaland not long after that too :p

then last night, i have another funny dream..
i switched on the television and watched Channel 8. A guy had his right arm holding up 周初明 (to those who don't know Chew Chor Meng durh~!) as his sickness had worsened. That guy was telling 周初明 to order whatever dishes he liked and he did. When 周初明 settled down on one table and started to eat, more people came forward to give him more varieties of food. it was simply so touching and my tears were flowing freely.

this time round, my pillow wasn't wet. but i was so tired, my whole body ached like hell! it was no doubt a bad dream again. i remember someone (there's quite a few here :p) told me before that what you dreamt of is the exact opposite in reality. so does that mean that my brother will 长生不老 and 周初明 will recover from muscular dystrophy? no for the first part and yes for the second part, please. :p hahaaa...

Ooohh.. I just found the Rocher in my bag that Alan bought for me on saturday's night. I remembered we went 7-11 and he asked whether i wanted chocolates and i replied no. i was saying things like don't buy!! i know myself, i wouldn't want it and he still bought it anyway.

Don't bother me, I'm busy munching on it now~