His dad went down with his brother and uncle to drink coffee, so i waited outside with his mum. We chatted while waiting. Hmm...not much. Some casual talks, like my mum went to Thailand this evening and that there was no one at home to look after Cherry and so on. We went in after about 15 or 20 minutes later.
Alan was sleeping, guessed it was the work of the anaesthetic. But he blinked his left eye when his mum touched his hand slightly. He looked at me and tried to open his mouth but he felt dry. His mum dabbed some water on his lips and his first sentence was," Are you still going over to Malaysia tomorrow?" Oh well~ =.=" No, of course. Cherry will be alone then and i know he needed me.
Alan was sleeping, guessed it was the work of the anaesthetic. But he blinked his left eye when his mum touched his hand slightly. He looked at me and tried to open his mouth but he felt dry. His mum dabbed some water on his lips and his first sentence was," Are you still going over to Malaysia tomorrow?" Oh well~ =.=" No, of course. Cherry will be alone then and i know he needed me.
I dont know whether was it because he did not want me to worry for him or whatsoever, cause' he suddenly flashed me a very wide and cheerful smile and that increased the pain i had initially. Forced myself to blink back the tears, no..i wouldnt, and shouldnt drop a tear in front of the both of them. No i couldnt..He was being more optimistic than i thought he was, and kept saying stupid things like his head and eye itched but he couldnt reached for it. The procedures of tears stinging my eyes and then blinking it back while i looked away continued a few times for the short 30 minutes visit. I hoped no one saw that! His dad was being EXTRA caring today. Dabbed his lips, wiped his forehead and whispered softly that he would send me home and not to worry so much. Did not see his brother come in though and we were chased by a nurse, saying that it was over visiting time plus there were four of us (only two were allowed at a time).
They havent taken their dinner, so his dad suggest we go "dinner" together. I was damn full! Eaten some springrolls (poh-piah) that his mum bought and a glass of grass jelly (chin chow). 
That's about all for today. Time for bed. Tomorrow will be going over again, hoping the best for him. Stay strong, my dear, for all your friends, family and me, ENDURE!
