so, Alan had decided to get the OSIM uSqueez Warm for his mother as her birthday gift. he pooled together his two brothers and me to buy it. so we made our way to Westmall to test out the real thing before making any purchase. well, what could i say? it was really relaxing and cool. i loved it the minute i let my legs in. hahha.. so we paid $898 for that, plus the portable Full Body Massager. humph.. his mother is so pampered; it makes me feel for my mother. i only got a small digital camera for her.....
anyway, our supposed "lunch" at Swensens was cancelled as he had to rush back to office and he left hastily right after we stepped out of the restaurant. so i made my way to Watson alone to buy some stuffs before taking the bus home. it was raining cats and dogs outside and i was drenched from the knee down. glad i wore a skirt..
i log into all my "necessities" once i reached home. msn, facebook, hotmail account etc.. and Huan Ying came to talk to me. but her second sentence shocked the hell out of me: i broke up with my bf . it took me a few seconds before i had her numbers dialled on my handphone. she was crying noisily at the other side so i thought i would use my house phone instead. she was saying her boyfriend was being difficult with her. always finding faults to argue about. and that he minded about her "past". i dont really wanna share her "past" here (although it's not much a big thing; i had to respect her privacy) and i still think it's stupid of her boyfriend to mind about it. he loves her, right? then start afresh! why hung so pathetically onto the past and tortured both himself and her?
and i got a little too agitated when HY mentioned that her boyfriend said (during their squabblings on Friday night),"so does every p**** feels different to you?" and, angered and hurt by his choice of words, she said yes. (this is so ridiculous!!) i told her, if i was her at that time, i would have ask back," then does every v***** feels the same to you, jackass?" i'm really trying my best not to rub salt onto her open wounds, so i quickly added that i believed he had a number of sex partners before her, and to my astonishment, she laughed and said how good it would have been if i was there with her, to help her. hah! she seriously needs all the time in the world to heal right now. obviously she's not over him yet. yes, it's so damn obvious.. and i shouldnt dobut that.
i changed the course of the topic to something light and we talked a little about the near future. we hung up when it's time for her to collect her passport photos. then i tried to absorb whatever she had told me. i hate bad endings; in movies or real life - it doesnt matter. this is her first relationship which lasted more than a year and i had high hopes for her. sigh. life is really unpredictable dont you think?
HY, just wanna let you know that i'd be there if you needed me okay? be happy - for yourself.
