Had a really bad day at work. Wendy kept saying she's busy, and I don't even know what's keeping her so damn busy. i had been helping her in any ways i could think of already, i'm not a robot, i have my limits too. It was a busy day, all right, with all the christmas' orders and the normal orders, it's frustrating.
And i flared up today, nearing the end of the day. Actually, it was 6pm+, so it was after work. It happened like this: after keying in all the pastry orders from Colleen, and after Wendy had checked that i keyed in every single order, i started to supercede all the extras. So you see, I'd helped out. I didn't leave at 5.30pm sharp, cause' what i wanted was to help her so we could leave, together. But she was on and on about how busy she was and that she needed to camp in office tonight to finish all and so on, you know, it can get very irritating when you hear it upteen times! So when i finished with the superceding (never mind me. i don't even know if such word exist.), i went to the toilet for the first time of the day. When i'm back, i thought we are done and could leave, but to my surprise (yes..big surprise!), i was told to add in additional things, which i thought that she had helped me when i went to the toilet. There two things i needed badly at that moment: cigarette and food. and i can go bonkers without these two (and without sleep too, send me to that special home in Hougang!). so i vented my anger and frustration on my things - stapler and files. and i was chided sarcastically for doing so! She was saying things like i gotta help out cause we're in the same boat and that i don't have to bang my things around like that cause' this is my job too. oh hello...in which way didn't i help?! the worst thing was she mentioned Celest's name. saying that if I don't feel happy or something, she don't mind that i told Celest what had happened! great! because everyone should know, i'm not a whiny baby. and i don't tell tales or suck-up to bosses. argh!! this is shit! WTF~~
i really resented this job. but then again, i needed this job. guess it's time... i gotta go job-hunting again. IT'S THAT BAD, trust me. i tried to help already, but obviously she's not being appreciative, so tell me, what can i do now?
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