I gone mad again. Seriously speaking, i really don't feel well. Inside and out. Whatever~
Sat night (21/06), i ate TWO BIG cups of ice-cream. The following morning (yesterday), i was in GREAT pain. Why? Hur~ girls' every month problem, that's why. I feel damn sick and my leg was in pain too. Couldn't walk normally. and so i spent my whole sunday lying in bed sleeping, trying to forget about the pain my stomach and legs caused me.
OH~one happy news: i finally finished my papers! (: wanted to blog it at the moment i finished, however, i didnt manage to do so. hmm..lazy is my excuse. i simply was lazy so i didnt. but was happy though. totally estastic. haha~~ now i'm left with my written exams only. which i did not put much hope or effort in. ~_~ T & F, MCQ, Short answered questions....can anyone help?~ *sheepish smile*
was angry with him yesterday. because he favourited another girl's blog on my lappie. said he do so means he didnt hide anything from me. what the...?! i nearly flushed my new phone down the toilet bowl! i know. we do not trust each other and this isnt good. really. but..but what? i also dont know. haa~funny i say dont know. because i do. and the answer isnt satisfying for me. i...i just wanted peace. okay, put it this way: i'm selfish. i want things to go MY way. and this wasnt the case. because every individuals are different. we all have different thinkings and behaviours. and to think that i study psychology. but hell no, i'm just at the beginners stage, going on to advance. so i dont think i can fully understand and able to read people's mind. so where's the intermediate? because it seemed so FAR. i needed it to work in hospitals ^^
so far so good. he smsed me really late last night (2.23am!! i was in lala-land already~) to say sorry and stuff. i was touched, no doubt. but i was too tired to even drop a tear of happiness. and this morning all this feeling was gone. i was back to the grumpy old self. dont feel like sms-ing him to tell him that i'm off to work (like i used to), as he usually doesnt. "I love you more than you know how much i do." this is the sentence i love most among the whole message. but i seriously dont know how much. haha~that's a stupid question. how do we measure love. no way man. haha..well, i shall moved on from here. guess i need a chocolate break. perhaps once i've absorbed the endorphins i'll feel better. oh god..i'm consoling myself. shall stop all these blabbering. i can confirm i sounded like your granny. even worse i think. :p
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